<sub>DEFINITION

The surgical creation of a connection between the gall bladder and a hepatic duct and between the intestine and the gall bladder. I'm not even bothered to TRY pronouncing this.</sub>

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RANT

TEN THOUSAND PAGEVIEWS. Finally...it's been almost three years. This is a huge milestone, so thanks to everyone who helped me get this far. I know I haven't been updating very much, so I don't know where all the pageviews are coming from. I'll try to get my camera out more often, especially since it's half term now. I do have a really great idea for the next thing on THE LIST ('Smile', so hopefully I'll be able to get at least one new LIST deviation up by the end of the week.

In other news, I think I'm lactose intolerant

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<sub>FOR THE STALKERS OUT THERE

Carbonmade
LiveJournal —I don't really check/update this that often though
Twitter
YouTube

THE LIST

This was stolen off the loverly ~HolyJamieLlama.
To make this more of a challenge, I am going to do them all in order.
Some of these might be poems, some photographs, some prose, I guess...but likely no trad art. I might do a few photomanips if I feel like it.

1. Introduction
2. Love
3. Light
4. Dark
5. Seeking Solace
6. Break Away
7. Heaven
8. Innocence
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again
11. Memory
12. Insanity
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence
16. Questioning
17. Blood
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Fortitude
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature
23. Cat
24. No Time
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain
31. Flower
32. Night
33. Expectations
34. Missing
35. Hold My Hand
36. Precious Treasure
37. Eyes
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family
47. Creation
48. Childhood
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought
53. Keeping a Secret
54. Tower
55. Waiting
56. Danger Ahead
57. Sacrifice
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. 67%
71. Obsession
72. Mischief Managed
73. I Can't
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror
76. Broken Pieces
77. Test
78. Drink
79. Starvation
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red
87. Food
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drowning
92. All That I Have
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle
99. Solitude
100. Relaxation</sub>
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Linguistic elasticity, if you will.

<sub>DEFINITION

More German today...the erasers.

Ich liebe das Wort.</sub>

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RANT

The formatting might be sort of screwed up today (e.g. THE LIST isn't here because I really can't be fucked to redo all the links to all the deviations) because I'm not using my laptop.

Why? (Ooh, varying sentence structure to create suspense.)

Well, I got a new one. A real pretty one. A Sony Vaio Z. But then it died and wouldn't start, so I had to take it in to be fixed. (And I didn't back up my files, including an entire album of newly downloaded songs and two lessons worth of Psychology notes. So it goes.) Then I tried to start using my old Dell, but it wouldn't start either. So now I'm stuck using my home PC, which doesn't have any of my files from before January 2008 on it. So it goes.

If you've read it too, you can tell I read Slaughterhouse-Five sometime in between today and July 30, which was the date of my last journal.

Wow, what happened between then and now? The results I stressed about for like two months weren't worth stressing about. I was happy on results day Now to work my ass of for another two years to get another set of numbers that will make my mom want to cry in public. (Happy tears, guys, happy tears.)

Nao, TEACHERS. I hate my English teacher so freaking much. And our class is huge. What kind of IB HL English class has more than 20 people in it?! I have a cool French and Spanish teacher though (yup, same one for both subjects), and after about two weeks of frantic emailing, I got my awesome math teacher back. For Psychology I have an okay teacher...she's better than the alternative, who has a highly distracting lisp (this is a direct quote from ~ailzsuixide). My Chem teacher is all right...efficient and organized and nice-ish if you don't get on her bad side. Oh, and my TOK teacher is my English teacher from last year, so all's good on that front. Last lesson I was bored and making Möbius strips in class. Instead of getting mad at me for not paying attention, he made me pass them around the classroom. Apparently one-sided shapes are a TOK issue. Hey, I'm not complaining.

Anyway, I'm only writing this to procrastinate because I'm supposed to be doing my application to be a member of the yearbook team. I'm hoping to get head of layout and design...and I'm exploiting my dA membership in order to get it. Hee. (How is it that I manage to easily write so much here, but I struggle to get more than 200 words in my application?)

Ah yes, and I started playing Kingdom of Loathing again. It's awesome. Srsly. It's not one of those lame stupid games. So GO PLAY IT.

One more thing, school got typhoon'd out today. #WeLoveKoppu on Twitter

Oh wait! I have to mention Spectrum. ~ailzsuixide and I are awesome people and we set up a gay-straight alliance (ew, I hate that term, but it's the most easily understandable) at school. Hell to the wai-eee-ess. And I don't like people saying GSA because I'm not gay or straight and it pisses me off that I'm not in there. Hrmph.

I really have to go now. BLEHHH~~~ -zombieface-

One more more thing.

LOST THE GAME.

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Carbonmade
LiveJournal —I don't really check/update this that often though
Twitter
YouTube</sub>

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This is a journey to the center of the night.

<sub>DEFINITION

The chairs.
WOW.

Yeah, it's a German word today because I'm taking German. Yay</sub>

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RANT

I have more than 9000 pageviews. I don't really care, actually. Huzzah; I'm moving away from the materialistic focus on pageviews and more towards ART. HAHAHA. What a joke. Have you seen my latest deviations? Go to my gallery and check them out. I was too lazy to even scan them. Wut mayjer lulz.

Since my last journal, I have completed my GCSEs and am anxiously waiting for the results. I wasn't anxious 20 minutes ago, but then I read some tweets from people at school and they were stressing about it and now I'm stressed too.

Thanks, ~decaying-froth and =marzie-x!

Ummmm...what else? Well, since it's the summer, I have returned to spending all my time living vicariously through TV shows, then realizing I'm in the real world at around 2:30pm and rushing off to German class (though only on Wednesdays, Thursdays and Fridays). I'm currently watching 30 Rock Season 2, re-watching House Season 5 and I just finished CSI: NY season 4. I'm so busy

I should be busy re-reading The Handmaid's Tale and Antigone, because I don't remember anything from either of them. The point of reading them so long ago was totally moo (sic). I LOVE JOEY TRIBIANI!

This is probably going to be my only German-titled journal. I was just bored of words like PETTIFOGGER and HOMODOXIAN, because all I remember is that homodoxian doesn't mean 'gay doxy'. I seriously don't know what it means. Oh pointless day.

AND PEOPLE, IT IS NOT GRAMMATICALLY INCORRECT TO START A SENTENCE WITH AND, BUT OR HOPEFULLY. DON'T YOU READ FOWLER'S?

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<sub>FOR THE STALKERS OUT THERE

Carbonmade
LiveJournal —I don't really check/update this that often though
Twitter
YouTube

THE LIST

This was stolen off the loverly ~HolyJamieLlama.
To make this more of a challenge, I am going to do them all in order.
Some of these might be poems, some photographs, some prose, I guess...but likely no trad art. I might do a few photomanips if I feel like it.

1. Introduction
2. Love
3. Light
4. Dark
5. Seeking Solace
6. Break Away
7. Heaven
8. Innocence
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again
11. Memory
12. Insanity
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence
16. Questioning
17. Blood
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Fortitude
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature
23. Cat
24. No Time
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain
31. Flower
32. Night
33. Expectations
34. Missing
35. Hold My Hand
36. Precious Treasure
37. Eyes
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family
47. Creation
48. Childhood
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought
53. Keeping a Secret
54. Tower
55. Waiting
56. Danger Ahead
57. Sacrifice
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. 67%
71. Obsession
72. Mischief Managed
73. I Can't
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror
76. Broken Pieces
77. Test
78. Drink
79. Starvation
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red
87. Food
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drowning
92. All That I Have
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle
99. Solitude
100. Relaxation</sub>
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This is a journey to the center of the night.

<sub>DEFINITION

1. Someone who blows trivial situations out of proportion, raising petty, annoying objections.
2. An unscrupulous or unethical lawyer, especially one of lesser skill.

[What, exactly, is the difference between 1 and 2?]</sub>

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RANT

I'm still re-watching House, haha. Went back full circle to Season 1. I watched the episode where House asks Cameron to go to the monster truck show with him. She's so cute
[link] – see?

Not much else to say, I just felt like writing a journal...

Exams are going okay, I guess. It's more a sense of pressure being lifted off than real relief when I leave an exam. I've done seven, and there're ten more to go.

Oh yeah, something funny happened just now.

-Mom and I are watching 30 Rock [episode 1x08, if you're interested]-
-Mom isn't really paying attention, just listening-

Jenna: I'm taking you out to celebrate. A girls' night. We'll meet some new people.
Liz: Oh, you mean like at a discotheque?
Jenna: Oh, boy. =_=
-theme music starts-

Mom: Oh, that's disco music! I know disco music.
Me: Mom, that's the 30 Rock theme song.

Mmhmm.

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<sub>FOR THE STALKERS OUT THERE

Carbonmade —Got this site off =auroille. It's just portfolio to showcase my best work.
LiveJournal —I don't really check/update this that often though
Twitter —I have a new username! Only follow this link, not any of the ones from my previous journals.
YouTube

THE LIST

This was stolen off the loverly ~HolyJamieLlama.
To make this more of a challenge, I am going to do them all in order.
Some of these might be poems, some photographs, some prose, I guess...but likely no trad

art. I might do a few photomanips if I feel like it.

1. Introduction
2. Love
3. Light
4. Dark
5. Seeking Solace
6. Break Away
7. Heaven
8. Innocence
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again
11. Memory
12. Insanity
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence
16. Questioning
17. Blood
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Fortitude
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature
23. Cat
24. No Time
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain
31. Flower
32. Night
33. Expectations
34. Missing
35. Hold My Hand
36. Precious Treasure
37. Eyes
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family
47. Creation
48. Childhood
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought
53. Keeping a Secret
54. Tower
55. Waiting
56. Danger Ahead
57. Sacrifice
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. 67%
71. Obsession
72. Mischief Managed
73. I Can't
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror
76. Broken Pieces
77. Test
78. Drink
79. Starvation
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red
87. Food
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drowning
92. All That I Have
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle
99. Solitude
100. Relaxation</sub>
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This is a journey to the center of the night.

<sub>DEFINITION

hoe-moe-dok-see-inn
Not a gay doxy.
A person of the same opinion or belief.
I need more of these.


(It can also mean friend, see.)</sub>

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RANT

I am trying to be a better person, which means changing my bad-habit fueled way of speaking. So as not to offend people, I've decided to:
1. Stop calling people 'retards' and go for 'cretin' or 'idiot' instead.
2. Stop taking God's name in vain, because some people get offended and a made-up deity shouldn't play such a huge role in my life. (And my earlier resolution to use 'Jiminy Cricket' instead has been foiled by the fact that it's a bastardization of 'Jesus Christ'.) Therefore, 'oh my cornchips' or whatever comes into my mind at the time of 'oh my whatever'-ing.

Oh, there're only two points. Whatever.

In other news...EXAAAMS. I had a French oral today, which went surprisingly well. I was one lucky bunny. I got easy roleplays
No, don't let your mind go there.

I have Music tomorrow from 5:45 to 7:15pm.
This is why we should do IGCSE for everything =_=
I NEED MY DINNERRR.

Enough about school...well, this is sort of related. I've started re-watching House AGAIN to distract myself so I don't have to revise. Strangely enough, I can always find something new to appreciate in episodes I've seen already. I'm going to start Season 5 soon. Apparently some bits of it suck. I've been TOTALLY spoilerized already. I know loads of things that happen in various parts of the season. Sigh. YouTube sucks. I resolved to try not to spoilerize myself, but user comments have been my downfall T_T

Hokay, I'm going to go now.

Byebye

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<sub>FOR THE STALKERS OUT THERE

LiveJournal —UPDATED THIS YESTERDAY FOR THE FIRST TIME IN TWO MONTHS!
Twitter
YouTube

THE LIST

This was stolen off the loverly ~HolyJamieLlama.
To make this more of a challenge, I am going to do them all in order.
Some of these might be poems, some photographs, some prose, I guess...but likely no trad art. I might do a few photomanips if I feel like it.

1. Introduction
2. Love
3. Light
4. Dark
5. Seeking Solace
6. Break Away
7. Heaven
8. Innocence
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again
11. Memory
12. Insanity
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence
16. Questioning
17. Blood
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Fortitude
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature
23. Cat
24. No Time
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain
31. Flower
32. Night
33. Expectations
34. Missing
35. Hold My Hand
36. Precious Treasure
37. Eyes
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family
47. Creation
48. Childhood
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought
53. Keeping a Secret
54. Tower
55. Waiting
56. Danger Ahead
57. Sacrifice
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. 67%
71. Obsession
72. Mischief Managed
73. I Can't
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror
76. Broken Pieces
77. Test
78. Drink
79. Starvation
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red
87. Food
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drowning
92. All That I Have
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle
99. Solitude
100. Relaxation</sub>
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And the piano's like a melancholy soundtrack to her smile.